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My Struggle

• November 12, 2008 • 3 Comments

Posted in 21, acceptance, ache, achiever, anxiety, attitude, becoming yourself, better days, change, chaotic, chapter of life, choices, clarity, College, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, Family, fear, fear of failure, finance, find my way, finding yourself, frustrated, FUTURE, grades, growing pains, growing up, happiness, hectic, high expectations, homework, honestly, hope, how was my day?, Inner Peace, journey of life, lack of motivation, lamentations, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, major, mask, matters of the heart, Me, Men, Misery, mistakes, Mom, moments of life, my journey, my life, my story, negative, new beginnings, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, PAST, path, pefectionist, portrait of life, Prayer, PRESENT, procrastination, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, renew, rescue, restorer, Sad, searching, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, silhouette, solitude, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, sorrow, sorry, Soul, South Korea, strength, struggling, stupid, Suffering, the life of a college student, tired, ugly, uncertainty, understand me, unmotivated, unsure, venting, waiting, walk with God, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, Women, world
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Layered Feelings

• May 14, 2008 • 7 Comments

Posted in acceptance, ache, American Music, Anguish, anxiety, Apologize, attitude, beautiful, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, blue skies, breathe, breathe me, broken, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, clouds, College, Colors, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, conformation, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, Do I matter?, dream-stealer, Dreams, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, envy, exam, facade, faith, Family, fate/destiny, father, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, finance, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, GPA, grades, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, hectic, helping others, high expectations, home, honestly, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, lamentations, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Light, Linkin Park, living my life for me, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, Mom, moments, moments of life, Mood, mother, Music, my journey, my life, negative, new beginnings, nightmare, Now, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, passion, PAST, path, pathetic, perfectionist, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, purpose of life, puzzle, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, Relationships, renew, rescue, revelations, Sad, same old routine, save yourself, School, searching, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, selfish, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silence, silhouette, sister, sky, society, solitude, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, song, sorrow, sorry, Soul, strength, struggling, stupid, sun, test, the life of a college student, the real me, the real world, Then, time, tired, truth, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, unexpected feelings, unsure, vulnerable, waiting, walk with God, want me, wants vs needs, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing, youth
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Daily Dose: Truly, Madly, Deeply

• May 6, 2008 • 3 Comments

Posted in acceptance, ache, American Music, Anguish, attitude, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, better days, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, College, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, crossroads, Crushes, daily dose, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, Dreams, emotional, fairytale, faith, fate/destiny, Favorite Songs, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, growing pains, growing up, hang out, happiness, Happy, Heart, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Liking Someone, limbo, living my life for me, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, lyrics, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, Misery, moments, moments of life, Mood, Music, my journey, my life, nervous, new beginnings, Nice guys, Now, old habits, one-sided, one-sided like/love, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, path, pathetic, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, Rejection, relationship, savage garden, sharing my life, sorrow, Soul, taken, the ideal man, the life of a college student, the real me, the real world, time, true love, twenty, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, unexpected feelings, unrequited feelings, unsure, vulnerable, waiting, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, youth
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College Funk

• April 27, 2008 • 2 Comments

Posted in acceptance, ache, anxiety, attitude, better days, chaotic, clarity, College, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, crazy, crossroads, cry for help, daily dose, decisions, despair, different results, disappointments, dissatisfaction, emotional, envy, exam, fear of failure, find my way, Friends, frustrated, GPA, grades, Heaven, high expectations, high school, journey of life, lack of motivation, let go, Life, living my life for me, loser, lost, Me, meltdown, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Mood, my journey, my life, negative, overloaded, pathetic, perfectionist, potential, procrastination, professor, questions, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, Sad, sorrow, struggling, stupid, test, the life of a college student, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t
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Deliver Me

• April 25, 2008 • 1 Comment

Posted in acceptance, ache, American Music, Anguish, anxiety, attitude, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, breathe, breathe me, broken, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, clouds, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, dream-stealer, Dreams, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, envy, facade, faith, Family, father, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Heart, home, honestly, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, insecurity, inspiration, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, lack of motivation, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, Light, limbo, living my life for me, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, moments, Mood, mother, Music, my journey, my life, negative, nervous, new beginnings, Now, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, PAST, path, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, preceptor, purpose of life, puzzle, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, Randomness, ready for love, REFLECTION, regret, relationship, Relationships, renew, rescue, respect, revelations, Sad, safety, same old routine, sarah brightman, save, save yourself, School, searching, security, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silence, sincerity, society, solitude, something to believe in, Song of the Day, sorrow, sorry, strength, struggling, stupid, summer, sun, taken, thankful, the real me, the real world, thoughtfulness, time, tired, true love, trust issues, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, unexpected feelings, unmotivated, unrequited, unsure, waiting, want me, weak, wealth, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, who i want to be vs who i am, wings, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, youth
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Fear, Faith, and Me

• April 13, 2008 • 1 Comment

Posted in acceptance, ache, Anguish, anxiety, attitude, beautiful, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, breathe me, calling to the Lord, change, choices, clarity, comfort zones, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, conformation, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, cry for help, daily dose, decisions, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, dream-stealer, Dreams, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, envy, facade, faith, Family, fear, fear of failure, finance, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, genorousity, God, grades, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, high expectations, home, homework, honestly, honesty, hope, how was my day?, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, journey, journey of life, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, living my life for me, loser, lost, Love, love me, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, Mom, moments, Mood, mother, motivation, my journey, my life, negative, nervous, nightmare, Now, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, PAST, path, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, Randomness, REFLECTION, regret, Relationships, renew, rescue, revelations, Sad, safety, same old routine, save, save yourself, searching, security, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, selfish, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silence, silhouette, sincerity, society, solitude, something to believe in, sorrow, strength, struggling, thankful, the real me, the real world, time, tired, trust issues, truth, twenty, uncertainty, understand me, understanding, unmotivated, unsure, waiting, walk with God, want me, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, youth
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The Jealousy Inside of Me

• April 10, 2008 • 1 Comment

Posted in ache, Anguish, attitude, College, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, daily dose, different results, disappointments, dissatisfaction, envy, Friends, Friendship, grades, happiness, Happy, high expectations, how was my day?, journey of life, loser, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, moments, Mood, my journey, my life, negative, old habits, perfectionist, Randomness, School, self discovery, self doubt, sharing my life, test, thankful, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t
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Dear Mom: I wish you were here by my side…

• March 14, 2008 • 1 Comment

Posted in acceptance, ache, Anguish, anxiety, Apologize, attitude, becoming yourself, better days, breakthrough, breathe me, broken, change, chaotic, clarity, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, control of life, counseling, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, Dear mom, death, decisions, Depression, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dying, ear mom, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, Family, father, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, gravity, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, Heaven, hectic, home, honestly, hope, how was my day?, hurt, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, journey, journey of life, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, Light, limbo, living my life for me, loser, lost, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, Mom, moments, Mood, mother, motivation, my journey, negative, nervous, Now, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, PAST, path, pathetic, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, puzzle, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, Randomness, ready for love, REFLECTION, regret, Relationships, renew, rescue, Retreat, revelations, Sad, same old routine, save yourself, searching, see me, self doubt, self esteem, shadows, sharing my life, silence, silhouette, sincerity, solitude, something to believe in, sorrow, sorry, Soul, strength, struggling, the real me, the real world, Then, time, tired, truth, twenty, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, unexpected feelings, unmotivated, vulnerable, waiting, walk with God, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wings, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing


Dear God: Heal me from the inside out…

• March 13, 2008 • 60 Comments

Posted in ache, Anguish, anxiety, attitude, becoming yourself, better days, Bible, blank canvas, blessings, breathe me, broken, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, clarity, College, Complicated, confidence, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, Dear God, death, decisions, despair, destination, difference, disappointments, discovering you, Dreams, dying, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, Family, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, Heaven, hectic, home, honestly, honesty, hope, how was my day?, hurt, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, kindred soul, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, Light, limbo, living my life for me, loser, lost, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, moments, Mood, motivation, my journey, negative, nervous, Now, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, paintbrush, painting, PAST, path, pathetic, portrait of life, Prayer, PRESENT, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, REFLECTION, regret, relationship, renew, rescue, revelations, Sad, same old routine, save, save yourself, searching, see me, self doubt, self esteem, shadows, sharing my life, silence, silhouette, sincerity, solitude, something to believe in, sorrow, Soul, strength, struggling, the real me, time, tired, truth, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, unmotivated, unsure, waiting, walk with God, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wings, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing


Dear God: Help me become a person worthy of you…

• March 8, 2008 • 113 Comments

Posted in acceptance, ache, Anguish, anxiety, Apologize, attitude, becoming yourself, better days, Bible, blessings, breakthrough, breathe, breathe me, broken, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, clarity, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conformation, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, Dear God, death, decisions, despair, destination, difference, disappointments, discovering you, Dreams, dying, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, frustrated, FUTURE, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heaven, hectic, home, honestly, honesty, hope, how was my day?, hurt, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, lamentations, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, Light, limbo, living my life for me, loser, lost, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, moments, Mood, motivation, my journey, negative, nervous, Now, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, PAST, path, pathetic, perfectionist, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, ready for love, REFLECTION, regret, relationship, renew, rescue, respect, revelations, rewards, Sad, same old routine, save, save yourself, searching, see me, self doubt, self esteem, shadows, sharing my life, silence, silhouette, society, solitude, sorrow, Soul, strength, struggling, the real me, the real world, time, tired, truth, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, vulnerable, waiting, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wings, wisdom, wishes, Women, world


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