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Thoughts on 12/26/08

• December 26, 2008 • 3 Comments

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The History Of My Present…

• December 13, 2008 • 8 Comments

Posted in 21, acceptance, ache, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, belief, better days, breakthrough, broken heart, broken home, chapter of life, choices, clarity, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, conflicted, control of life, courage, creating yourself, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, Do I matter?, Dreams, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, fairytale, faith, Family, fate/destiny, father, fear, fear of life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, helping others, home, honesty, hope, how was my day?, hurt, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, introspective, invisible, journey of life, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, limbo, living life, living my life for me, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, Mom, moments, moments of life, Mood, mother, motivation, Music, my journey, my life, my story, Now, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, PAST, path, portrait of life, Prayer, PRESENT, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, REFLECTION, regret, relationship, Relationships, revelations, Sad, searching, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, selfish, shadows, sharing my life, Soul, strength, struggling, the real me, Then, true friends, trust issues, uncertainty, understand me, venting, waiting, walk with God, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing
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My Struggle

• November 12, 2008 • 3 Comments

Posted in 21, acceptance, ache, achiever, anxiety, attitude, becoming yourself, better days, change, chaotic, chapter of life, choices, clarity, College, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, Family, fear, fear of failure, finance, find my way, finding yourself, frustrated, FUTURE, grades, growing pains, growing up, happiness, hectic, high expectations, homework, honestly, hope, how was my day?, Inner Peace, journey of life, lack of motivation, lamentations, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, major, mask, matters of the heart, Me, Men, Misery, mistakes, Mom, moments of life, my journey, my life, my story, negative, new beginnings, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, PAST, path, pefectionist, portrait of life, Prayer, PRESENT, procrastination, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, renew, rescue, restorer, Sad, searching, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, silhouette, solitude, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, sorrow, sorry, Soul, South Korea, strength, struggling, stupid, Suffering, the life of a college student, tired, ugly, uncertainty, understand me, unmotivated, unsure, venting, waiting, walk with God, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, Women, world
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My Heartbeat

• July 4, 2008 • 1 Comment

Posted in acceptance, ache, American Music, anxiety, attitude, beautiful, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, belief, better days, breathe me, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, Crushes, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, Dreams, dying, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, fairytale, faith, Family, fate/destiny, father, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, Friends, frustrated, FUTURE, genorousity, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, Heaven, helping others, home, honesty, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, India Arie, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, let go, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Light, Liking Someone, living my life for me, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, lyrics, marriage, matters of the heart, Me, Men, mistakes, Mom, moments, moments of life, Mood, mother, Music, my journey, my life, negative, nervous, new beginnings, Now, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, passion, PAST, path, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, ready for love, REFLECTION, regret, relationship, Relationships, renew, rescue, revelations, Sad, save yourself, searching, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silence, silhouette, sincerity, sister, society, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, song, Song of the Day, sorrow, Soul, strength, struggling, the real me, the real world, thoughtfulness, time, tired, true love, trust issues, truth, ugly, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, unexpected feelings, unsure, waiting, walk with God, want me, wants vs needs, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing
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Layered Feelings

• May 14, 2008 • 7 Comments

Posted in acceptance, ache, American Music, Anguish, anxiety, Apologize, attitude, beautiful, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, blue skies, breathe, breathe me, broken, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, clouds, College, Colors, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, conformation, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, Do I matter?, dream-stealer, Dreams, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, envy, exam, facade, faith, Family, fate/destiny, father, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, finance, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, GPA, grades, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, hectic, helping others, high expectations, home, honestly, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, lamentations, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Light, Linkin Park, living my life for me, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, Mom, moments, moments of life, Mood, mother, Music, my journey, my life, negative, new beginnings, nightmare, Now, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, passion, PAST, path, pathetic, perfectionist, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, purpose of life, puzzle, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, Relationships, renew, rescue, revelations, Sad, same old routine, save yourself, School, searching, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, selfish, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silence, silhouette, sister, sky, society, solitude, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, song, sorrow, sorry, Soul, strength, struggling, stupid, sun, test, the life of a college student, the real me, the real world, Then, time, tired, truth, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, unexpected feelings, unsure, vulnerable, waiting, walk with God, want me, wants vs needs, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing, youth
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Daily Dose: Truly, Madly, Deeply

• May 6, 2008 • 3 Comments

Posted in acceptance, ache, American Music, Anguish, attitude, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, better days, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, College, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, crossroads, Crushes, daily dose, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, Dreams, emotional, fairytale, faith, fate/destiny, Favorite Songs, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, growing pains, growing up, hang out, happiness, Happy, Heart, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Liking Someone, limbo, living my life for me, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, lyrics, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, Misery, moments, moments of life, Mood, Music, my journey, my life, nervous, new beginnings, Nice guys, Now, old habits, one-sided, one-sided like/love, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, path, pathetic, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, Rejection, relationship, savage garden, sharing my life, sorrow, Soul, taken, the ideal man, the life of a college student, the real me, the real world, time, true love, twenty, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, unexpected feelings, unrequited feelings, unsure, vulnerable, waiting, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, youth
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Thoughts/Rambings on a Monday (4/28/08)

• April 28, 2008 • 2 Comments

Posted in acceptance, ache, attitude, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, breakthrough, breathe me, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, creating yourself, crossroads, daily dose, decisions, destination, discovering you, exam, faith, fate/destiny, fear, find my way, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, GPA, grades, growing pains, growing up, happiness, high expectations, homework, Inner Peace, journey of life, Life, life altering, living my life for me, lost, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, moments of life, my journey, my life, overloaded, path, Prayer, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, Relationships, South Korea, summer, the life of a college student, twenty, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, wisdom, wishes, Women, world
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College Funk

• April 27, 2008 • 2 Comments

Posted in acceptance, ache, anxiety, attitude, better days, chaotic, clarity, College, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, crazy, crossroads, cry for help, daily dose, decisions, despair, different results, disappointments, dissatisfaction, emotional, envy, exam, fear of failure, find my way, Friends, frustrated, GPA, grades, Heaven, high expectations, high school, journey of life, lack of motivation, let go, Life, living my life for me, loser, lost, Me, meltdown, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Mood, my journey, my life, negative, overloaded, pathetic, perfectionist, potential, procrastination, professor, questions, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, Sad, sorrow, struggling, stupid, test, the life of a college student, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t
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Deliver Me

• April 25, 2008 • 1 Comment

Posted in acceptance, ache, American Music, Anguish, anxiety, attitude, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, breathe, breathe me, broken, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, clouds, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, dream-stealer, Dreams, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, envy, facade, faith, Family, father, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Heart, home, honestly, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, insecurity, inspiration, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, lack of motivation, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, Light, limbo, living my life for me, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, moments, Mood, mother, Music, my journey, my life, negative, nervous, new beginnings, Now, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, PAST, path, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, preceptor, purpose of life, puzzle, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, Randomness, ready for love, REFLECTION, regret, relationship, Relationships, renew, rescue, respect, revelations, Sad, safety, same old routine, sarah brightman, save, save yourself, School, searching, security, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silence, sincerity, society, solitude, something to believe in, Song of the Day, sorrow, sorry, strength, struggling, stupid, summer, sun, taken, thankful, the real me, the real world, thoughtfulness, time, tired, true love, trust issues, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, unexpected feelings, unmotivated, unrequited, unsure, waiting, want me, weak, wealth, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, who i want to be vs who i am, wings, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, youth
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Thoughts at 6:21 AM

• April 19, 2008 • Leave a Comment

Posted in acceptance, ache, anxiety, attitude, beautiful, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, blessings, blue skies, breakthrough, change, choices, clarity, College, comfort zones, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, creating yourself, crossroads, daily dose, decisions, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dream-stealer, Dreams, faith, fear, fear of failure, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, Friendship, frustrated, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Inner Peace, journey of life, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, Love, love yourself, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, mistakes, moments, my journey, my life, negative, nervous, new beginnings, Now, old habits, path, potential, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, REFLECTION, regret, Relationships, save yourself, searching, security, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, sharing my life, silence, silhouette, sinister, something to believe in, strength, struggling, sun, thankful, truth, Women
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