Archive for the 'ugly' Category
Light Outside
• June 20, 2010 • Leave a CommentPosted in 22, acceptance, ache, Afraid, Alive, Alone, Anguish, anxiety, As I Am, As I Was, becoming yourself, believe, better days, Bloom, broken, broken heart, broken home, change, chaotic, chapter of life, choices, clarity, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, Confusion, control of life, counseling, courage, crazy, creating yourself, cry for help, Crying, darkness, Dear God, Dear mom, death, decisions, Depression, despair, discovering you, Do I matter?, Dreams, dying, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, endure, Exhausted, Exist, Explore, faith, Family, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, Figure out my life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, frustrated, Fulfiillment, FUTURE, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, helping others, hope, hurt, Hurting, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, journey of life, kindred soul, life is beautiful, Light, Liking Someone, Living, living life, living my life for me, Lonely, Lonely. Lost, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Miserable, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, moments of life, motivation, my journey, my life, my story, new beginnings, Now, pain, Painful, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, save a life, save yourself, Scared, Scarred, searching, Second chances, shadows, sharing my life, Sick, Sickness, silence, strength, struggling, Suffering, Suicide, tired, ugly, unexpected feelings, unmotivated, Weakness
Tags: anguish, Death, dying, happiness, Help, hope, Life, Light Outside, Living, Loneliness, peace, sadness, Save my life, Suicide, Survivor, Wakey!Wakey!
My Struggle
• November 12, 2008 • 3 CommentsPosted in 21, acceptance, ache, achiever, anxiety, attitude, becoming yourself, better days, change, chaotic, chapter of life, choices, clarity, College, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, Family, fear, fear of failure, finance, find my way, finding yourself, frustrated, FUTURE, grades, growing pains, growing up, happiness, hectic, high expectations, homework, honestly, hope, how was my day?, Inner Peace, journey of life, lack of motivation, lamentations, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, major, mask, matters of the heart, Me, Men, Misery, mistakes, Mom, moments of life, my journey, my life, my story, negative, new beginnings, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, PAST, path, pefectionist, portrait of life, Prayer, PRESENT, procrastination, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, renew, rescue, restorer, Sad, searching, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, silhouette, solitude, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, sorrow, sorry, Soul, South Korea, strength, struggling, stupid, Suffering, the life of a college student, tired, ugly, uncertainty, understand me, unmotivated, unsure, venting, waiting, walk with God, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, Women, world
Tags: College, essence, major, struggle, tsunamiblues
Shattered Faith…
• September 2, 2008 • 2 CommentsPosted in ache, Anguish, beautiful love, belief, better days, breakthrough, broken, chaotic, choices, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crossroads, Crying, daily dose, darkness, Dear God, deliver me, disappointments, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, Family, father, fear, frustrated, God, happiness, Heart, home, honesty, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, journey of life, let stop the cycle, Life, Light, Love, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, mercy, Misery, Mom, moments of life, Mood, mother, my journey, my life, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, path, portrait of life, Prayer, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, ranting, regret, rescue, Sad, searching, see me, self discovery, self doubt, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silence, silhouette, sister, society, solitude, sorrow, Soul, strength, struggling, Suffering, the real me, time, tired, trust issues, truth, ugly, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, venting, vulnerable, waiting, walk with God, weak, What do you want?, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, youth
Tags: Family issues, Fatherless child, God, hopeless, losing faith, Single mom, Suffering, venting
My Heartbeat
• July 4, 2008 • 1 CommentPosted in acceptance, ache, American Music, anxiety, attitude, beautiful, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, belief, better days, breathe me, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, Crushes, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, Dreams, dying, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, fairytale, faith, Family, fate/destiny, father, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, Friends, frustrated, FUTURE, genorousity, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, Heaven, helping others, home, honesty, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, India Arie, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, let go, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Light, Liking Someone, living my life for me, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, lyrics, marriage, matters of the heart, Me, Men, mistakes, Mom, moments, moments of life, Mood, mother, Music, my journey, my life, negative, nervous, new beginnings, Now, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, passion, PAST, path, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, ready for love, REFLECTION, regret, relationship, Relationships, renew, rescue, revelations, Sad, save yourself, searching, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silence, silhouette, sincerity, sister, society, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, song, Song of the Day, sorrow, Soul, strength, struggling, the real me, the real world, thoughtfulness, time, tired, true love, trust issues, truth, ugly, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, unexpected feelings, unsure, waiting, walk with God, want me, wants vs needs, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing
Tags: My Heartbeat, ready for love
From the Inside Out…Pieces of My Existence
• February 28, 2008 • 3 CommentsPosted in ache, Anguish, anxiety, attitude, beautiful, becoming yourself, better days, blank canvas, blue skies, breakthrough, breathe, breathe me, broken, change, chaotic, clarity, clouds, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, Crushes, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, Dreams, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, Family, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, growing pains, growing up, hang out, happiness, Happy, Heart, hectic, helping others, high expectations, home, honestly, honesty, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, Light, Liking Someone, limbo, living my life for me, loser, lost, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, moments, Mood, motivation, my journey, negative, nervous, Now, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, paintbrush, painting, passion, PAST, path, pathetic, perfectionist, picture, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, puzzle, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, Randomness, REFLECTION, regret, Rejection, Relationships, renew, rescue, respect, revelations, rewards, Sad, same old routine, save yourself, searching, security, see me, self doubt, self esteem, shadows, sharing my life, silence, silhouette, sincerity, sky, society, solitude, something to believe in, Soul, strength, struggling, stupid, sun, taken, temptation, the real me, the real world, Then, thoughtfulness, Thursday, time, tired, to story of my life so far, truth, twenty, ugly, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, unexpected feelings, unmotivated, unrequited, unrequited feelings, unsure, vulnerable, waiting, walk with God, want me, weak, Welcome Thought!!, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wings, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing
Daily Dose: The Emptiness Inside of Me
• January 12, 2008 • 7 CommentsPosted in acceptance, ache, anxiety, beautiful, better days, breakthrough, breathe, broken, change, chaotic, comfort zones, compassion, confidence, courage, creating yourself, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, death, despair, destination, difference, disappointments, Dreams, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, Family, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, growing pains, hang out, happiness, Happy, Heart, Heaven, home, honestly, honesty, hope, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, journey, kindred soul, leap of faith, let go, Life, Light, living my life for me, loser, lost, Love, love yourself, mask, Me, meltdown, Men, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, Mood, motivation, negative, overloaded, pain, Painful, PAST, path, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, questioning, REFLECTION, Rejection, relationship, Relationships, renew, rescue, revelations, rewards, Sad, safety, save, save yourself, searching, security, self esteem, silence, silhouette, society, solitude, sorrow, Soul, strength, struggling, time, tired, truth, ugly, uncertainty, understanding, unmotivated, unmotviated, unrequited, unsure, waiting, walk with God, weak, Welcome Thought!!, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, wings, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing, youth
Daily Dose: Thoughts on a Sunday…
• December 16, 2007 • 3 CommentsPosted in acceptance, ache, beautiful, breathe, broken, busy, change, chaotic, College, Complicated, confidence, courage, daily dose, Dreams, emotional, facade, faith, Family, fear, find my way, Friends, frustrated, God, growing pains, happiness, Heart, high expectations, honesty, hope, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, Life, Liking Someone, lost, Love, love yourself, marriage, Me, Men, mercy, Mood, mother, motivation, Music, overloaded, Painful, questioning, Relationships, revelations, Sad, School, self esteem, Sia, silence, Soul, time, tired, truth, twenty, ugly, uncertainty, understanding, waiting, wedding, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, wishes, Women, world
Daily Dose: Late Night/Early Morning musings…
• December 8, 2007 • Leave a CommentPosted in acceptance, ache, anxiety, beautiful, blessings, breakthrough, breathe, broken, busy, change, chaotic, College, Complicated, confidence, courage, crazy, Crying, daily dose, darkness, difference, Dreams, emotional, faith, Family, fat, fear, finance, find my way, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, God, growing pains, happiness, Happy, Heart, high expectations, honestly, honesty, hope, hurt, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, Life, loser, lost, Love, love yourself, major, Me, meltdown, Men, mercy, Misunderstood, Mood, motivation, Music, negative, overloaded, pain, Painful, PAST, path, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, questioning, Relationships, renew, revelations, Sad, save, School, searching, self esteem, silence, silhouette, society, solitude, Soul, South Korea, strength, struggling, time, truth, ugly, uncertainty, unconditional love, understanding, unmotivated, walk with God, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, wishes
Daily Dose: The Mystery of myself
• November 29, 2007 • 1 CommentPosted in ache, breathe, broken, change, chaotic, Complicated, confidence, courage, cry for help, daily dose, darkness, difference, Dreams, emotional, faith, fear, find my way, frustrated, FUTURE, Heart, honestly, hurt, invisible, Life, lost, love yourself, Me, meltdown, Mood, motivation, overloaded, pain, Painful, path, questioning, rescue, Sad, save, searching, self esteem, silence, silhouette, Soul, strength, struggling, time, tired, truth, twenty, ugly, uncertainty, unmotivated, waiting, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, wishes, Women
Daily Dose: Growing Pains
• November 24, 2007 • Leave a CommentPosted in acceptance, ache, beautiful, breakthrough, breathe, change, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, courage, crazy, Crying, daily dose, difference, Dreams, emotional, faith, Family, fat, fear, FUTURE, God, growing pains, Happy, honestly, hope, Inner Peace, inspiration, Inspirational Quotes, Life, loser, lost, Love, love yourself, Me, Men, mercy, Misunderstood, Mood, motivation, pain, path, pathetic, Prayer, PRESENT, revelations, self esteem, society, Soul, strength, stupid, truth, twenty, ugly, uncertainty, weak, Welcome Thought!!, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, wings, wishes, Women, world, youth
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