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My Struggle

• November 12, 2008 • 3 Comments

Posted in 21, acceptance, ache, achiever, anxiety, attitude, becoming yourself, better days, change, chaotic, chapter of life, choices, clarity, College, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, Family, fear, fear of failure, finance, find my way, finding yourself, frustrated, FUTURE, grades, growing pains, growing up, happiness, hectic, high expectations, homework, honestly, hope, how was my day?, Inner Peace, journey of life, lack of motivation, lamentations, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, major, mask, matters of the heart, Me, Men, Misery, mistakes, Mom, moments of life, my journey, my life, my story, negative, new beginnings, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, PAST, path, pefectionist, portrait of life, Prayer, PRESENT, procrastination, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, renew, rescue, restorer, Sad, searching, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, silhouette, solitude, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, sorrow, sorry, Soul, South Korea, strength, struggling, stupid, Suffering, the life of a college student, tired, ugly, uncertainty, understand me, unmotivated, unsure, venting, waiting, walk with God, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, Women, world
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It’s Raining Teardrops On My Soul

• October 13, 2008 • 3 Comments

Posted in 21, ache, Anguish, anxiety, breathe, breathe me, broken, chaotic, chapter of life, choices, clarity, clouds, College, Complicated, conflicted, control of life, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, deliver me, despair, disappointments, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, frustrated, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, hectic, how was my day?, hurt, Inner Peace, insecurity, journey of life, kindred soul, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, Light, limbo, living life, living my life for me, lost, lost in my own skin, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Misery, moments of life, Mood, my journey, my life, my story, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, path, portrait of life, purpose of life, puzzle, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, save, save yourself, self doubt, shadows, sharing my life, signs, sister, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, sorrow, Soul, strength, struggling, Suffering, vulnerable, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, Women, world, writing
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Layered Feelings

• May 14, 2008 • 7 Comments

Posted in acceptance, ache, American Music, Anguish, anxiety, Apologize, attitude, beautiful, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, blue skies, breathe, breathe me, broken, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, clouds, College, Colors, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, conformation, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, Do I matter?, dream-stealer, Dreams, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, envy, exam, facade, faith, Family, fate/destiny, father, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, finance, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, GPA, grades, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, hectic, helping others, high expectations, home, honestly, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, lamentations, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Light, Linkin Park, living my life for me, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, Mom, moments, moments of life, Mood, mother, Music, my journey, my life, negative, new beginnings, nightmare, Now, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, passion, PAST, path, pathetic, perfectionist, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, purpose of life, puzzle, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, Relationships, renew, rescue, revelations, Sad, same old routine, save yourself, School, searching, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, selfish, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silence, silhouette, sister, sky, society, solitude, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, song, sorrow, sorry, Soul, strength, struggling, stupid, sun, test, the life of a college student, the real me, the real world, Then, time, tired, truth, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, unexpected feelings, unsure, vulnerable, waiting, walk with God, want me, wants vs needs, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing, youth
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Unraveling The Cobwebs In My Head

• May 10, 2008 • 2 Comments

Posted in acceptance, ache, Anguish, anxiety, attitude, beautiful, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, breakthrough, breathe, breathe me, broken, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, clouds, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, conformation, control of life, courage, creating yourself, daily dose, darkness, decisions, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, dream-stealer, Dreams, dying, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, envy, facade, fairytale, faith, Family, fate/destiny, father, fear, fear of life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, hectic, home, honestly, honesty, hope, how was my day?, impatience, Inner Peace, inspiration, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Light, Liking Someone, living my life for me, lost, lost in my own skin, Love
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Self-Discovery Never Ends!!

• March 30, 2008 • 2 Comments

Posted in acceptance, ache, and I promise to do the same..., Anguish, attitude, beautiful, becoming yourself, better days, blank canvas, blessings, breakthrough, breathe, breathe me, broken, busy, busy life, change, chaotic, clarity, clouds, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conformation, control of life, courage, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, Dreams, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, fat, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, genorousity, gravity, growing pains, happiness, Happy, Heart, Heaven, hectic, helping others, high expectations, home, honesty, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, journey of life, kindred soul, Late night, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, Light, living my life for me, Love, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, moments, Mood, motivation, my journey, my life, negative, nervous, new beginnings, old habits, overloaded, Painful, path, pathetic, perfectionist, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, Punk Rock, puzzle of life, questioning, Quotes, ramblings, ready for love, REFLECTION, regret, relationship, renew, rescue, respect, revelations, rewards, romance, Sad, same old routine, save yourself, searching, security, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, shadows, sharing my life, signs, sincerity, society, solitude, something to believe in, sorry, Soul, strength, struggling, stupid, thankful, the real me, the real world, thoughtfulness, time, tired, true love, twenty, uncertainty, understand me, unexpected feelings, unmotivated, unsure, waiting, walk with God, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wings, wisdom, wishes, Women, world


The Craziness Of My Life!!!!!!!!!

• March 20, 2008 • 2 Comments

Posted in acceptance, ache, anxiety, attitude, beautiful, becoming yourself, better days, breakthrough, breathe, breathe me, broken, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, clarity, clouds, comfort zones, Complicated, confidence, control of life, counseling, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, daily dose, decisions, Depression, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, Dreams, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, frustrated, FUTURE, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, hectic, helping others, high expectations, honestly, honesty, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, journey, journey of life, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, living my life for me, lost, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, moments, Mood, motivation, my journey, my life, negative, nervous, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, Painful, path, perfectionist, portrait of life, potential, PRESENT, puzzle of life, questioning, renew, rescue, revelations, same old routine, save yourself, searching, self doubt, self esteem, shadows, sharing my life, signs, solitude, something to believe in, struggling, unmotivated, waiting, walk with God, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am


Dear Mom: I wish you were here by my side…

• March 14, 2008 • 1 Comment

Posted in acceptance, ache, Anguish, anxiety, Apologize, attitude, becoming yourself, better days, breakthrough, breathe me, broken, change, chaotic, clarity, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, control of life, counseling, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, Dear mom, death, decisions, Depression, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dying, ear mom, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, Family, father, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, gravity, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, Heaven, hectic, home, honestly, hope, how was my day?, hurt, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, journey, journey of life, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, Light, limbo, living my life for me, loser, lost, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, Mom, moments, Mood, mother, motivation, my journey, negative, nervous, Now, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, PAST, path, pathetic, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, puzzle, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, Randomness, ready for love, REFLECTION, regret, Relationships, renew, rescue, Retreat, revelations, Sad, same old routine, save yourself, searching, see me, self doubt, self esteem, shadows, sharing my life, silence, silhouette, sincerity, solitude, something to believe in, sorrow, sorry, Soul, strength, struggling, the real me, the real world, Then, time, tired, truth, twenty, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, unexpected feelings, unmotivated, vulnerable, waiting, walk with God, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wings, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing


Dear God: Heal me from the inside out…

• March 13, 2008 • 60 Comments

Posted in ache, Anguish, anxiety, attitude, becoming yourself, better days, Bible, blank canvas, blessings, breathe me, broken, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, clarity, College, Complicated, confidence, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, Dear God, death, decisions, despair, destination, difference, disappointments, discovering you, Dreams, dying, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, Family, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, Heaven, hectic, home, honestly, honesty, hope, how was my day?, hurt, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, kindred soul, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, Light, limbo, living my life for me, loser, lost, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, moments, Mood, motivation, my journey, negative, nervous, Now, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, paintbrush, painting, PAST, path, pathetic, portrait of life, Prayer, PRESENT, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, REFLECTION, regret, relationship, renew, rescue, revelations, Sad, same old routine, save, save yourself, searching, see me, self doubt, self esteem, shadows, sharing my life, silence, silhouette, sincerity, solitude, something to believe in, sorrow, Soul, strength, struggling, the real me, time, tired, truth, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, unmotivated, unsure, waiting, walk with God, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wings, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing


Dear God: Help me become a person worthy of you…

• March 8, 2008 • 113 Comments

Posted in acceptance, ache, Anguish, anxiety, Apologize, attitude, becoming yourself, better days, Bible, blessings, breakthrough, breathe, breathe me, broken, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, clarity, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conformation, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, Dear God, death, decisions, despair, destination, difference, disappointments, discovering you, Dreams, dying, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, frustrated, FUTURE, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heaven, hectic, home, honestly, honesty, hope, how was my day?, hurt, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, lamentations, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, Light, limbo, living my life for me, loser, lost, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, moments, Mood, motivation, my journey, negative, nervous, Now, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, PAST, path, pathetic, perfectionist, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, ready for love, REFLECTION, regret, relationship, renew, rescue, respect, revelations, rewards, Sad, same old routine, save, save yourself, searching, see me, self doubt, self esteem, shadows, sharing my life, silence, silhouette, society, solitude, sorrow, Soul, strength, struggling, the real me, the real world, time, tired, truth, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, vulnerable, waiting, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wings, wisdom, wishes, Women, world


Revelations On A Saturday Afternoon

• March 8, 2008 • Leave a Comment

Posted in acceptance, ache, Anguish, attitude, becoming yourself, breathe, Bugs, change, chaotic, College, Complicated, confidence, conformation, control of life, courage, crazy, crossroads, Crying, darkness, decisions, despair, destination, difference, disappointments, Dreams, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, ES Posthumus, facade, faith, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, frustrated, FUTURE, growing pains, growing up, happiness, hectic, high expectations, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, journey, journey of life, Life, limbo, loser, lost, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, moments, Mood, my journey, Nara, negative, Now, Painful, path, pathetic, perfectionist, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, REFLECTION, renew, rescue, revelations, Sad, searching, self doubt, self esteem, sorrow, Soul, strength, struggling, the real world, tired, truth, uncertainty, understand me, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wishes, Women, world


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