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Falling From The Clouds…
• October 30, 2009 • Leave a CommentPosted in acceptance, ache, Afraid, After college, Alone, anxiety, becoming yourself, belief, believe, better days, blessings, broken, broken heart, broken home, Chaos, chaotic, choices, city and colour, clarity, clouds, College, counseling, courage, creating yourself, cry for help, darkness, Dear God, death, deliver me, Depression, despair, discovering you, Do I matter?, Dreams, dying, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, faith, Family, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, Figure out my life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, Friends, frustrated, General anxiety disorder, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, helping others, hope, hurt, Hurting, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, journey of life, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, Life after college, life altering, life changing, life is beautiful, Light, Living, living my life for me, Lonely, lost, lost in my own skin, love yourself, lyrics, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Miserable, Misery, mistakes, moments, moments of life, Mood, my journey, my life, my story, Overcome fear, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, PAST, path, perfectionist, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, searching, Second chances, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, sincerity, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, sorrow, Soul, strength, struggling, Suffering, tears, tired, understand me, unmotivated, unsure, weak, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, Women, world, Worry, youth
Life After College…
• July 18, 2009 • Leave a CommentPosted in acceptance, After college, attitude, beautiful, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, belief, better days, blessings, breakthrough, breathe, breathe me, change, chapter of life, choices, clarity, comfort zones, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, creating yourself, current obsession, decisions, discovering you, Dreams, faith, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, find my way, finding yourself, God, Inner Peace, insecurity, journey of life, Life, life is beautiful, living my life for me, moments of life, my journey, my life, my story, new beginnings, purpose of life, puzzle of life, something to believe in, Song of the Day, South Korea, who i want to be vs who i am
Tags: 500 Days Of Summer, College, Music, OST
One Step At A Time, One Day At A Time…
• April 20, 2009 • Leave a CommentPosted in 21, acceptance, American Music, beautiful, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, belief, better days, blank canvas, blessings, blue skies, breakthrough, breathe, breathe me, change, chapter of life, choices, Christian Music, clarity, College, comfort zones, confidence, conflicted, conformation, control of life, courage, creating yourself, daily dose, decisions, destination, different results, Do I matter?, Dreams, faith, Family, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, FUTURE, growing up, happiness, Happy, high expectations, how was my day?, Inner Peace, inspiration, introspective, journey, journey of life, leap of faith, learner, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, living my life for me, lost in my own skin, love yourself, Me, mistakes, moments of life, Music, my journey, my life, my story, new beginnings, PAST, path, perfectionist, portrait of life, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, REFLECTION, renew, rescue, revelations, save yourself, searching, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, sharing my life, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, South Korea, thankful, the life of a college student, the real me, the real world, true friends, truth, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, world, writing, Yolanda Adams
Tags: be blessed, believe, college grad, Des'ree, growth, mat kearney, one day at a time, one step at a time, South Korea, Yolanda Adams
The History Of My Present…
• December 13, 2008 • 8 CommentsPosted in 21, acceptance, ache, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, belief, better days, breakthrough, broken heart, broken home, chapter of life, choices, clarity, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, conflicted, control of life, courage, creating yourself, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, Do I matter?, Dreams, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, fairytale, faith, Family, fate/destiny, father, fear, fear of life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, helping others, home, honesty, hope, how was my day?, hurt, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, introspective, invisible, journey of life, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, limbo, living life, living my life for me, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, Mom, moments, moments of life, Mood, mother, motivation, Music, my journey, my life, my story, Now, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, PAST, path, portrait of life, Prayer, PRESENT, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, REFLECTION, regret, relationship, Relationships, revelations, Sad, searching, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, selfish, shadows, sharing my life, Soul, strength, struggling, the real me, Then, true friends, trust issues, uncertainty, understand me, venting, waiting, walk with God, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing
Tags: College, daily dose, fear, God, happiness, Life, Love, pain, sadness
My Struggle
• November 12, 2008 • 3 CommentsPosted in 21, acceptance, ache, achiever, anxiety, attitude, becoming yourself, better days, change, chaotic, chapter of life, choices, clarity, College, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, Family, fear, fear of failure, finance, find my way, finding yourself, frustrated, FUTURE, grades, growing pains, growing up, happiness, hectic, high expectations, homework, honestly, hope, how was my day?, Inner Peace, journey of life, lack of motivation, lamentations, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, major, mask, matters of the heart, Me, Men, Misery, mistakes, Mom, moments of life, my journey, my life, my story, negative, new beginnings, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, PAST, path, pefectionist, portrait of life, Prayer, PRESENT, procrastination, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, renew, rescue, restorer, Sad, searching, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, silhouette, solitude, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, sorrow, sorry, Soul, South Korea, strength, struggling, stupid, Suffering, the life of a college student, tired, ugly, uncertainty, understand me, unmotivated, unsure, venting, waiting, walk with God, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, Women, world
Tags: College, essence, major, struggle, tsunamiblues
It’s Raining Teardrops On My Soul
• October 13, 2008 • 3 CommentsPosted in 21, ache, Anguish, anxiety, breathe, breathe me, broken, chaotic, chapter of life, choices, clarity, clouds, College, Complicated, conflicted, control of life, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, deliver me, despair, disappointments, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, frustrated, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, hectic, how was my day?, hurt, Inner Peace, insecurity, journey of life, kindred soul, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, Light, limbo, living life, living my life for me, lost, lost in my own skin, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Misery, moments of life, Mood, my journey, my life, my story, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, path, portrait of life, purpose of life, puzzle, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, save, save yourself, self doubt, shadows, sharing my life, signs, sister, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, sorrow, Soul, strength, struggling, Suffering, vulnerable, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, Women, world, writing
Tags: 21, Crying, fear, fix myself, fix you, freedom, Heart, matters of the heart, pain, peace, rain, sadness, scar, Soul, teardrops, tears, vulnerability
My Multi-Colored Soul
• September 10, 2008 • 2 CommentsPosted in 21, acceptance, ache, attitude, beautiful, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, belief, better days, birthdays, blessings, breathe me, broken, change, chapter of life, choices, clarity, clubbing, College, Colors, compassion, confidence, conflicted, conformation, control of life, courage, creating yourself, daily dose, decisions, deliver me, destination, different results, discovering you, Do I matter?, Dreams, emotional, facade, faith, fate/destiny, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, Friends, Friendship, FUTURE, genorousity, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, helping others, home, hope, how was my day?, hurt, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, introspective, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, lamentations, leap of faith, learner, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Liking Someone, living life, living my life for me, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love yourself, matters of the heart, Me, Men, Misery, mistakes, moments, moments of life, Mood, motivation, my journey, my life, my story, new beginnings, painting, parents, PAST, path, pefectionist, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, REFLECTION, Relationships, respect, revelations, save yourself, searching, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silhouette, sincerity, society, solitude, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, sorrow, Soul, strength, struggling, Suffering, thankful, the life of a college student, the real me, the real world, thoughtfulness, time, true friends, truth, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, unexpected feelings, vulnerable, waiting, walk with God, wants vs needs, weak, What do you want?, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing, youth
Tags: age, being 21, College, ex-friends, experiences, flawed, Friendship, growing uo, learning, Life, living life, Love, painting, Soul, true friends, tsunamiblues, who I am
Fighting the Darkness
• May 29, 2008 • 4 CommentsPosted in acceptance, ache, attitude, beautiful, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, breathe, breathe me, broken, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, Do I matter?, dream-stealer, Dreams, edge of reason, emotional, faith, fate/destiny, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, frustrated, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, hope, how was my day?, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, internship, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, lack of motivation, Late night, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Light, limbo, living my life for me, lost, lost in my own skin, mask, matters of the heart, Me, Men, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, moments of life, my journey, my life, negative, nervous, new beginnings, Now, old habits, pain, Painful, PAST, path, potential, Prayer, puzzle of life, questioning, REFLECTION, save yourself, searching, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, silhouette, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, struggling, Thursday, time, tired, unsure, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world
Tags: Life, Love, Me, self doubt, you
Layered Feelings
• May 14, 2008 • 7 CommentsPosted in acceptance, ache, American Music, Anguish, anxiety, Apologize, attitude, beautiful, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, blue skies, breathe, breathe me, broken, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, clouds, College, Colors, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, conformation, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, Do I matter?, dream-stealer, Dreams, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, envy, exam, facade, faith, Family, fate/destiny, father, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, finance, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, GPA, grades, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, hectic, helping others, high expectations, home, honestly, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, lamentations, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Light, Linkin Park, living my life for me, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, Mom, moments, moments of life, Mood, mother, Music, my journey, my life, negative, new beginnings, nightmare, Now, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, passion, PAST, path, pathetic, perfectionist, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, purpose of life, puzzle, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, Relationships, renew, rescue, revelations, Sad, same old routine, save yourself, School, searching, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, selfish, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silence, silhouette, sister, sky, society, solitude, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, song, sorrow, sorry, Soul, strength, struggling, stupid, sun, test, the life of a college student, the real me, the real world, Then, time, tired, truth, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, unexpected feelings, unsure, vulnerable, waiting, walk with God, want me, wants vs needs, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing, youth
Tags: Linkin Park
Daily Dose: Truly, Madly, Deeply
• May 6, 2008 • 3 CommentsPosted in acceptance, ache, American Music, Anguish, attitude, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, better days, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, College, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, crossroads, Crushes, daily dose, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, Dreams, emotional, fairytale, faith, fate/destiny, Favorite Songs, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, growing pains, growing up, hang out, happiness, Happy, Heart, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Liking Someone, limbo, living my life for me, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, lyrics, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, Misery, moments, moments of life, Mood, Music, my journey, my life, nervous, new beginnings, Nice guys, Now, old habits, one-sided, one-sided like/love, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, path, pathetic, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, Rejection, relationship, savage garden, sharing my life, sorrow, Soul, taken, the ideal man, the life of a college student, the real me, the real world, time, true love, twenty, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, unexpected feelings, unrequited feelings, unsure, vulnerable, waiting, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, youth
Tags: Love/Like, unrequited
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