Archive for the 'growing pains' Category
My Heartbeat
• July 4, 2008 • 1 CommentPosted in acceptance, ache, American Music, anxiety, attitude, beautiful, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, belief, better days, breathe me, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, Crushes, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, Dreams, dying, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, fairytale, faith, Family, fate/destiny, father, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, Friends, frustrated, FUTURE, genorousity, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, Heaven, helping others, home, honesty, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, India Arie, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, let go, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Light, Liking Someone, living my life for me, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, lyrics, marriage, matters of the heart, Me, Men, mistakes, Mom, moments, moments of life, Mood, mother, Music, my journey, my life, negative, nervous, new beginnings, Now, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, passion, PAST, path, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, ready for love, REFLECTION, regret, relationship, Relationships, renew, rescue, revelations, Sad, save yourself, searching, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silence, silhouette, sincerity, sister, society, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, song, Song of the Day, sorrow, Soul, strength, struggling, the real me, the real world, thoughtfulness, time, tired, true love, trust issues, truth, ugly, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, unexpected feelings, unsure, waiting, walk with God, want me, wants vs needs, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing
Tags: My Heartbeat, ready for love
Fighting the Darkness
• May 29, 2008 • 4 CommentsPosted in acceptance, ache, attitude, beautiful, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, breathe, breathe me, broken, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, Do I matter?, dream-stealer, Dreams, edge of reason, emotional, faith, fate/destiny, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, frustrated, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, hope, how was my day?, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, internship, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, lack of motivation, Late night, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Light, limbo, living my life for me, lost, lost in my own skin, mask, matters of the heart, Me, Men, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, moments of life, my journey, my life, negative, nervous, new beginnings, Now, old habits, pain, Painful, PAST, path, potential, Prayer, puzzle of life, questioning, REFLECTION, save yourself, searching, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, silhouette, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, struggling, Thursday, time, tired, unsure, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world
Tags: Life, Love, Me, self doubt, you
Layered Feelings
• May 14, 2008 • 7 CommentsPosted in acceptance, ache, American Music, Anguish, anxiety, Apologize, attitude, beautiful, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, blue skies, breathe, breathe me, broken, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, clouds, College, Colors, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, conformation, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, Do I matter?, dream-stealer, Dreams, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, envy, exam, facade, faith, Family, fate/destiny, father, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, finance, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, GPA, grades, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, hectic, helping others, high expectations, home, honestly, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, lamentations, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Light, Linkin Park, living my life for me, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, Mom, moments, moments of life, Mood, mother, Music, my journey, my life, negative, new beginnings, nightmare, Now, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, passion, PAST, path, pathetic, perfectionist, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, purpose of life, puzzle, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, Relationships, renew, rescue, revelations, Sad, same old routine, save yourself, School, searching, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, selfish, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silence, silhouette, sister, sky, society, solitude, something to believe in, Somewhere I Belong, song, sorrow, sorry, Soul, strength, struggling, stupid, sun, test, the life of a college student, the real me, the real world, Then, time, tired, truth, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, unexpected feelings, unsure, vulnerable, waiting, walk with God, want me, wants vs needs, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, writing, youth
Tags: Linkin Park
Unraveling The Cobwebs In My Head
• May 10, 2008 • 2 CommentsPosted in acceptance, ache, Anguish, anxiety, attitude, beautiful, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, breakthrough, breathe, breathe me, broken, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, clouds, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, conformation, control of life, courage, creating yourself, daily dose, darkness, decisions, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, dream-stealer, Dreams, dying, earth, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, envy, facade, fairytale, faith, Family, fate/destiny, father, fear, fear of life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, hectic, home, honestly, honesty, hope, how was my day?, impatience, Inner Peace, inspiration, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Light, Liking Someone, living my life for me, lost, lost in my own skin, Love
Tags: kindred soul, Love, my life, Thoughts
Daily Dose: Truly, Madly, Deeply
• May 6, 2008 • 3 CommentsPosted in acceptance, ache, American Music, Anguish, attitude, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, better days, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, College, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, crossroads, Crushes, daily dose, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, Dreams, emotional, fairytale, faith, fate/destiny, Favorite Songs, fear, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, growing pains, growing up, hang out, happiness, Happy, Heart, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, life changing, Liking Someone, limbo, living my life for me, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, lyrics, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, Misery, moments, moments of life, Mood, Music, my journey, my life, nervous, new beginnings, Nice guys, Now, old habits, one-sided, one-sided like/love, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, path, pathetic, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, REFLECTION, regret, Rejection, relationship, savage garden, sharing my life, sorrow, Soul, taken, the ideal man, the life of a college student, the real me, the real world, time, true love, twenty, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, unexpected feelings, unrequited feelings, unsure, vulnerable, waiting, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, youth
Tags: Love/Like, unrequited
Thoughts/Rambings on a Monday (4/28/08)
• April 28, 2008 • 2 CommentsPosted in acceptance, ache, attitude, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, breakthrough, breathe me, calling to the Lord, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, creating yourself, crossroads, daily dose, decisions, destination, discovering you, exam, faith, fate/destiny, fear, find my way, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, GPA, grades, growing pains, growing up, happiness, high expectations, homework, Inner Peace, journey of life, Life, life altering, living my life for me, lost, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, moments of life, my journey, my life, overloaded, path, Prayer, ramblings, Randomness, ranting, Relationships, South Korea, summer, the life of a college student, twenty, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, wisdom, wishes, Women, world
Tags: bragging, College, daily dose, everything happens for a reason, fate/destiny, Fulbright, grades, groups, Monday thoughts
Deliver Me
• April 25, 2008 • 1 CommentPosted in acceptance, ache, American Music, Anguish, anxiety, attitude, beautiful love, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, breathe, breathe me, broken, change, chaotic, choices, clarity, clouds, College, comfort zones, compassion, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, crossroads, cry for help, Crying, daily dose, darkness, decisions, deliver me, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, dream-stealer, Dreams, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, envy, facade, faith, Family, father, fear, fear of failure, fear of life, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, God, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Heart, home, honestly, hope, how was my day?, hurt, impatience, insecurity, inspiration, journey, journey of life, kindred soul, lack of motivation, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, Light, limbo, living my life for me, loser, lost, lost in my own skin, Love, love me, love yourself, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, moments, Mood, mother, Music, my journey, my life, negative, nervous, new beginnings, Now, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, PAST, path, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, preceptor, purpose of life, puzzle, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, ramblings, Randomness, ready for love, REFLECTION, regret, relationship, Relationships, renew, rescue, respect, revelations, Sad, safety, same old routine, sarah brightman, save, save yourself, School, searching, security, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, self-love, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silence, sincerity, society, solitude, something to believe in, Song of the Day, sorrow, sorry, strength, struggling, stupid, summer, sun, taken, thankful, the real me, the real world, thoughtfulness, time, tired, true love, trust issues, uncertainty, unconditional love, understand me, understanding, unexpected feelings, unmotivated, unrequited, unsure, waiting, want me, weak, wealth, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, who i want to be vs who i am, wings, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, youth
Tags: deliver me, sarah brightman, scard to live my life
What Do I Want? What Do You Want? What Do We All Want?
• April 20, 2008 • 4 CommentsPosted in acceptance, ache, anxiety, attitude, beautiful, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, blessings, breakthrough, change, choices, clarity, comfort zones, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, creating yourself, crossroads, daily dose, decisions, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, dream-stealer, Dreams, emotional, emptiness in me, facade, faith, fear, fear of failure, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, fly high and free, frustrated, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, helping others, hope, how was my day?, hurt, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, living my life for me, lost, Love, love yourself, matters of the heart, Me, Men, mistakes, moments, Mood, motivation, my journey, my life, new beginnings, Now, old habits, overwhelmed, path, portrait of life, potential, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, questions, regret, renew, rescue, revelations, same old routine, save yourself, searching, security, self discovery, self doubt, self-love, sharing my life, silhouette, sincerity, sister, society, solitude, something to believe in, Soul, strength, struggling, time, true love, truth, uncertainty, understanding, unsure, wants vs needs, What do you want?, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, Women, world
Tags: Allie and Noah, happiness, Inner Peace, self-love, The Notebook, want vs need, What do you want?
Thoughts at 6:21 AM
• April 19, 2008 • Leave a CommentPosted in acceptance, ache, anxiety, attitude, beautiful, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, better days, blessings, blue skies, breakthrough, change, choices, clarity, College, comfort zones, confidence, conflicted, control of life, courage, creating yourself, crossroads, daily dose, decisions, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dream-stealer, Dreams, faith, fear, fear of failure, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, Friendship, frustrated, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Inner Peace, journey of life, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, Love, love yourself, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, mistakes, moments, my journey, my life, negative, nervous, new beginnings, Now, old habits, path, potential, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, REFLECTION, regret, Relationships, save yourself, searching, security, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, sharing my life, silence, silhouette, sinister, something to believe in, strength, struggling, sun, thankful, truth, Women
Tags: fear, fear of failure, fearful nature, self doubt
Fear, Faith, and Me
• April 13, 2008 • 1 CommentPosted in acceptance, ache, Anguish, anxiety, attitude, beautiful, beauty of my dreams, becoming yourself, breathe me, calling to the Lord, change, choices, clarity, comfort zones, Complicated, confidence, conflicted, conformation, control of life, courage, crazy, creating yourself, cry for help, daily dose, decisions, despair, destination, difference, different results, disappointments, discovering you, dissatisfaction, dream-stealer, Dreams, edge of reason, emotional, emptiness in me, envy, facade, faith, Family, fear, fear of failure, finance, find my way, Find your wings, finding yourself, Friends, Friendship, frustrated, FUTURE, genorousity, God, grades, growing pains, growing up, happiness, Happy, Heart, high expectations, home, homework, honestly, honesty, hope, how was my day?, impatience, Inner Peace, insecurity, inspiration, invisible, journey, journey of life, leap of faith, let go, let stop the cycle, liberation, Life, life altering, living my life for me, loser, lost, Love, love me, mask, matters of the heart, Me, meltdown, Men, mercy, Misery, mistakes, Misunderstood, Mom, moments, Mood, mother, motivation, my journey, my life, negative, nervous, nightmare, Now, old habits, overloaded, overwhelmed, pain, Painful, parents, PAST, path, portrait of life, potential, Prayer, PRESENT, purpose of life, puzzle of life, questioning, ramblings, Randomness, REFLECTION, regret, Relationships, renew, rescue, revelations, Sad, safety, same old routine, save, save yourself, searching, security, see me, self discovery, self doubt, self esteem, selfish, shadows, sharing my life, signs, silence, silhouette, sincerity, society, solitude, something to believe in, sorrow, strength, struggling, thankful, the real me, the real world, time, tired, trust issues, truth, twenty, uncertainty, understand me, understanding, unmotivated, unsure, waiting, walk with God, want me, weak, What happened today, What made you smile, laugh, happy, sad, cry, or angry t, where I belong, who i want to be vs who i am, wisdom, wishes, Women, world, youth
Tags: advice needed, dream-stealer, faith and me, fear/faith and me, fearful nature, feel lost, self-confidence, worst nightmare
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