Dear you…

Dear you that I am waiting for,

I know that everything has a time and a place, but I keep wondering and waiting for that moment that you will come my way. That unforgettable moment when I realize that you are the person I have longed for. That your love is the love I have dreamed of never knowing if it would come true. Do you know how agonizing it is to want someone you have never met? Do you know how unbearable it to wait and wait and wait for someone who never shows up? I wonder if you are suffering as I suffer, waiting as I wait, longing as I long. Are you also just going through the motions of life? I hope that we meet soon. love deeply, and complement each other in every way. I wish for you to be my ying to my yang. To be my other, the better part of me, and I to you. I wish that we be the best of friends, the tenderest of lovers, and the most faithful of partners. Do I sound like a dreamer? For you are my greatest dream. I wish I knew how much longer I would be without you. So that the waiting was not so painful. I don’t even know you, I have never met you to my knowledge. How will we meet? Will it be through school, family, friends, or fate? Will God be our matchmaker, and the heavens our guide? Will we hate before we love each other? Or will we just know that in that span of milliseconds that our hearts are one and that we are no longer without the other. I cannot explain it, but I will try to the feeling of longing that lays deep within my heart buried under the covers of my soul. It is an ache that will never subside for you. I wish to share everything with you, dream with you. walk beside you, eat with you, cook with you, lay next to you and fall asleep to your heart beat. I wish to see you in the morning when I open my eyes, and in the night when I close them. I wish for you to be my first, second, third, forever and only one. I wish to be your everything, and anything in between. I wish to laugh with you, cry with you, sing with you, smile with you. I wish for every moment that counts to include you. I wish to be the sun to your moon, the sky to your earth. I wish to complement you in every way. I wish to be with you and to always be by your side. That does not even begin to describe what I wish to share with you. I want a lifetime to love you and be loved by you. How much longer will I only see you as a mirage, a dream, a hope? When will you be tangible and mine to hold? How many more seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years, decades, and so on will I wait for you? How much longer will I not be able to grasp your hand, and be in your arms? Please make your way to me soon. If you are by my side and I do not realize it please make yourself known to me. I want to share as much time as God gives me with you and always with you. Let me be the woman of your dreams ,as you are the man of mine. Let us create a home together, a place filled with love and laughter. A welcoming and happy place. Let us fill that home with the sounds of children, the joys and the tribulations of parenthood. Let us grow old together, and share the pains of age and the joys of it too. Let me be your muse and your inspiration. I wonder who you are, what your like, what makes you smile, what makes you sad, and most of all everything that makes you to you that I love. I long to feel the warmth of your gaze and the touch of your hands. The feel of your lips and the ache of your love. My lover, my friend, my everything, how much longer will we be apart? How much longer, longer, longer….till this becomes my reality?

***As I was writing this I realized that this was a love letter to someone who has yet to be real to me. I guess we all have love letters like this. I only hope in time the he that I do not know of, becomes to HE that I love.

~ by tsunamiblues on May 18, 2007.

5 Responses to “Dear you…”

  1. Awww you are sweet hehe… I hope you find that guy you are looking for.

  2. ^__^, I hope so to, life is better when their is someone supporting you!!

  3. I know you will meet the guy you were looking for. Just be wait
    and be patient coz God is still shaping him and molding him to be the
    right person for you. By the way have you heard the song ” Fireflies” by Faith Hill. Listen to it coz the lyrics is really wonderful. I really love it because it rekindles the child in me.

  4. YOUR SO IN LIKE WITH THAT GUY! :) HEHE, we’re just the same though! I hope you to find that guy. He must be so lucky to have you in his life! btw, i love your letter/

    • thank you but I haven’t met this guy yet. He’s still somewhere in my unknown future.

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